My Attempt To Be Coherent

Sometimes I make sense and sometimes I *don't*

Monday, November 2, 2015

That was six years ago, all of that down there.

Six years ago I wrote about losing our friend and what an awful time it was.   Ya know what?
It never got better!!!!  So I have some things to say that aren't usually associated with "Laurel Peters"
I'm going to be honest, at least as much as I can be without harming other people's chance at happiness. And, of course it's cathartic and supposed to be healing to blog. No one reads this crap anyhow...
First off....what the HELL?????   I grew up believing that I was given everything I needed to be a success. Success pretty much meaning a Christian probably dont even know what that is, don't give it another thought.

I was told over and over that I was chosen by God and was his perfect child and I sang 'like an angel' was nice-looking and had a good personality.  So, ya, uhm, turns out I wasn't very successful, largely due to the fact that I was never WELL.  I have been puny healthwise, always.  So, I had all of those cool things, but I had this other thing that kept me from taking advantage of aforementioned cool things.
I'm just setting up some background here for you...and ya it took me like 5 years to be able to get the above scenario  down to just those few sentences, hahaha
Ok, Back to 6 years ago, the beginning of my years of paying for thinking I was anything other than a slithering slug trying to earn money singing for GOD.  A year after husband left me.  That being the most life-changing thing that ever happened (ya, uh-huh, divorces just happen).  Ill probably write more about that later....for now  Be Nice

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